joylovesyou

LOOK AT THOSE LAYERS OF FATS!


HAHA. yes. that's fat me when i was a baby. and i'm still fat me.
it's damn amusing talking to the TWO LIMs on msn.
and i love russell peters! "50 cents and 50 cents is one doughlar. then you take your doughlar, you go to the doughlar store and go buy something else." "I'M LEAVING" "hey be a man. do the right thing."
AHAHA. now i say not funny but if you go watch it, you'll laugh your guts out. i promise.
there's really nothing much for me to type here already. my life is boring i guess...







Strumming my pain with his fingers,
Singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song ...

I heard he sang a good song, I heard he had a style.
And so I came to see him to listen for a while.
And there he was this young boy, a stranger to my eyes.

Strumming my pain with his fingers,
Singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song ...

I felt all flushed with fever, embarrassed by the crowd,
I felt he found my letters and read each one out loud.
I prayed that he would finish but he just kept right on ...

Strumming my pain with his fingers,
Singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song ...

He sang as if he knew me in all my dark despair.
And then he looked right through me as if I wasn't there.
But he just came to singing, singing clear and strong.

Strumming my pain with his fingers,
Singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song ...

He was strumming, oh, he was singing my song.
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song ...
With his song ...

camp was GREAT!
lets start the story...
day one:
left school, reached jalan bahtera campsite. checked-in.
the huts looked like chicken coops. COOL.
went for lunch. interacted with group plus instructors.
went for the belay school. BORING.
went for the high ropes course thing. but some of us including me did not have the time to do.
went for dinner.
THE FOOD IS BAD.
played the KIDNAP! game.
slept and got bitten by a thousand mosquitoes. maybe just one that bit me alot of times.

day two:
woke up at 6. late for morning exercise so oh well, PUNISHMENT.
261 buddha claps. think it's easy?try it man. you'll die
breakfast.
high rope course for ME. super duper ultra fun!
supposed to go kayaking but there was lightning alert...(wow. what a time to have bad weather...)
during that time we rehearsed for campfire. APPLE-BOTTOMED JEANS BOOTS WITH THE DAVE.
ZIP LINE. i went first. damn shiok la. it's like jumping down a building but flying after falling.
we didn't get to go absailing. but teachers did): ms hazelin and ms pearl lee went on it and mr lim went on the zip line.
then rock wall! we were looking forward to that but then...the instructors let those who have not tried anything to go so when it reached our turn. TIMES UP.hmm...
so blah blah blah...
CAMPFIRE!!
I was sooooo high. you should have seen. so we did the skit (danced to low). sang campfire songs, did weird stuff(teachers too)
i think the "mmmhmm goes the little green frog one day..." song is cute.HAHA
slept. (nice sleep. no mosquitoe bites)

day three:
woke up, washed up, ate, sang, debrief prize presentation.
the prize presentation for teachers was FUNNY. when they called...(eg.WYF). very little people cheered but when they called....(eg, ms hazelin), everyone cheered like hell. now you know...teachers that are nice has more fans.
went back to school. took pictures with some of the instructors.
here...
group 7 and 8 (im in group one)

parents just got back for vietnam and they bought stuff. i love the shorts and vest
and see the huge blackish pile of stuff there. that's my camping stuff

oh ya.. they said there was a place there that produced real goods for forever 21, mango , abercombie and all. and they sell the stuff for half the price. WOW
i'm kind of excited for camp. but NOT the groupings. the groupings suck. i'm with nobody that i'm close to.
that's sad ok.
i hope i won't screw up my own plan for camp. actually there's no plan. just that i cannot humiliate myself there.
one and a half more days till can can see the LOVE(s) (:










Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I’m rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart

cute

the rose in my hand? one was for you but i hadn't have the courage to give it. furthermore, you were occupied.


guitar concert was ok.
i loved the 2 pieces by the Venus Vines. Rachel's voice is GOOD.
i was quite sad though. cause____ brought a _____.hmmmm....







i've been doing all these things to get closer to you
sounds like i'm crazy but that's true
i don't get why God made you so perfect
that made me attracted to you like a fish and the net
why can't you be mine, just mine
be my only sweet valentine
i feel sad when i think bout you leaving
i've waited day and night for you to talk to me or even notice me
what feels like eternity
i felt so happy when you shared with me stuff that day
after that i tried to make everyone do what you said
i'm trying my best to make life easier for you
it ain't an easy thing to do
i've never felt like this before
never loved someone to the core
you'll always be my baby
i hope one day you'll see

 fall for you

went to my grandmas house (my old house) for dinner yesterday and i realised that my cousins room is damn nice.
it is like a childs dream room - a wonderland.
my little princess, she's so cute.


the mural on the wall is so pretty!


now...here's pictures of the bag i'm bringing for camp. i think i will be laughed at lah. it's HUGE







i felt so emo-ish yesterday.
my life, till after camp, is screwed. hmmm...
talked to abby and ___ on msn yesterday
and then i realised...so i felt screwed
but they some how cheered me up with their retardedness. (:
the teachers has gotten the grouping lists already...
i wonder which group i'm in and who i'm with.... HAHA

the first things i see every morning


i'm 90% packed for camp already. i know it's a little early but it's better to be early then late right?
yesterday i asked my parents to get me a camera this year for my birthday and they said ok so i guess i'm getting one soon! choosing the POWERSHOT S5 IS. it's damn sweet.
last year i got the sony ericsson W960i but i hated it so i gave it to my sister and i'm using the W910i which is a spare phone.
oh wells, i'd rather a camera then a phone.
these few days i've been using the computer for long hours and my eyes are killing me. they are puffy and black and painful and dry now.
furthermore my degree is already 900 plus. i think i'm going to get blind soon):
it's not my fault that i have to use the computer. stupid ace-learning, and cause i got nothing better to do at home.
i'm always home alone.anyone wanna date me out? HAHA. i don't mean ANYBODY...i was meaning you.
DATE ME.


[boy don't you know you can't escape me?]

xin yi and su xia just left my house.
they came over to do history podcast thing but we ending up crapping and taking pictures and doing everything except the project.
anyways, pictures...

my hair is brown again. yes! no one can ask me to die it black cause i didn't die my hair brown.


the sweet life of joy

they wouldn't stop seducing my dog. i tried to stop them but.......



so sentosa-ish

THE SINGAPORE THAT WE LIVE IN IS SUPER SMALL.
my friends friend is my another friends friend that is my brother/sister/friend. get it? i bet you don't cause i don't(:
ate squid ink pasta for dinner and ate at MARCHE for lunch... joy's gonna grow fat.
i should of shorts that says (on the butt area) BEWARE: joys fat ass. INCOMING!!!
kung fu panda is funny i tell you. if you haven't watched it, GO WATCH. you are not too late cause
" yesterday is history, TOMORROW is a mystery, today is a gift. that's why it's called the present " hahaha
7 MORE DAYS TILL SCHOOL REOPENS. SUCKS. especially for you. so poor thing ):
that's C-R-A-Z-Y! i'm not mentally, physically or emotionally prepared yet. maybe i AM for some/one reason(s) (:
oh ya...i'm super thankful that my THING came today. if it would come during camp, that would suck.
talking bout camp
i'm bringing a duper huge bag. VERY big one.(the one i brought for sec 1 camp)
i'm damn kiasu, if you didn't know.
i'm going to bring: ALOT OF STUFFS.






[I know that you'll be back boy
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
I know that you'll be back baby
Oh baby believe me it's only a matter of time]

i feel so tired and dizzy......
but happy too!
today is father's day and i love father's day(:
actually for a selfish cause. haha
today we went to queensway and my dad bought for me a new tennis shoe, a cap and shorts for camp(:
nothing much but i'm just really happy that i didn't have to spent money. (i've been spending alot and my heart hurts)
anyways, i just dated wai synn out for KUNG FU PANDA tomorrow.
really hope she can make it man! but problem is that i have to be home at 4 cause of tuition at 5.
these few days sucks. i have to force myself to sit at the table and do homework. but everytime i am sitted down i will on the computer and then get distracted... that's the bad thing bout having a computer in your room.
only ONE bad thing but MANY good things.
i'm kind of ready for camp already. ready as in physically not mentally and emotionally.
i dun wanna go for camp. will have to part from my lovely bed for two full nights!
you know how long is that?!?!?! almost 20 hours!
STUPID CAMP. STUPID SCHOOL. STUPID PL. STUPID TEACHERS (most not all). STUPID HOMEWORK.
at least i still got anti stupid friends, life, and YOU!



[my only prayer is that you will realise that you'll always be beautiful, in my eyes]